Thoughts on art over timeposted Feb 22nd 2005, 4:03AM
Mood: Pathetic
Music: "Jamie" - Ellegarden
I feel so disappointed in myself.
I started drawing when I was 13 because I saw friends of mine who were artists, and I wanted to be able to create something as creative and interesting as the things they were.
I remember the absolute frustration and anger at not being able to keep up, at not being up to par.
And now it's four years later, and I'm coming across the same artists, and they're still worlds ahead of me. I'm back here in the corner of shit, doing ugly, worthless art almost as bad as I was doing four years ago.
Why can't I do better? I hate knowing that I'm still worse than anyone else at art, and I feel like I've made no progress in the face of the art of my peers.
Hey Robin it's Ross from school. Finally found my account and got back on. You have some cool artwork here but it is nothing in comparison with your amazing colored pencil skills.
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